A ghost living to keep you happy ~

What do you do?
When your world falls apart
You can’t stay home
Yet you have no where to go

What do you do?
When there’s screaming and fighting
Bruises and crying
And no place to hide

What do you do?
When you’re thrown to the ground
Treated like dirt, without worth
And no one to pick you up

What do you do?
When they disown you
Act like they don’t know you
And all you wanted was love

What would you do?
If You Were Me

Etched in the sand…
Every time I make one mistake I feel unworthy of love and acceptance
Every time I fear that you will not like who I am anymore
You will just move on like there will never be anything I can do to make it right.
Is this thinking flawed.
Will there ever be anyone who just takes me in their arms and tells me that I will never be able to change what they think of me.
No matter what my mistakes they will love and cherish me.

Keep Listening

Is it weird that I’d rather be alone?

Even though I crave your touch

Everyday I sit in silence peaceful calm chaos in my mind

I long to be held, to just even gaze in your eyes

But you aren’t here you’ll never be by my side.

I’d rather be alone to minimize the pain

All I ever bring is pain

I bring pain.

I just want you to understand
That I do really care

Bout that gleam in your eyes

The bounce in your step

I know something is amiss

When those are gone

It makes me worry about

What I’m over looking

Was it something I did

Some words that I said

So please, tell me what’s wrong

I’ll keep listening

As you unravel your story

One of sorrows and glories

Only then will I begin to see

You as you really are

A foreigner to this world

One rare shining star

Perfect on the Outside

Perfect on the Outside we may seem

Step inside come live our lives

Screaming fighting pasted smile

Past on a smile

What is a dream
How can it be defined
Is it reaching out and wanting the impossible
Is it defying the meaning of impossible