burn

Yea, it's ok
that's what i'll say
there is no way
that i'll say what i could say
what i feel at this time
can't compare with the pain
you've felt so many times
pain felt on the account of things i've done.
what is gone is never lost
you're still here
but for me
yea, it just isn't the same.
things i've been thinking about for so long
guess i passed up the best thing i never had
something i could have had
you know
this is what i wished for
someone to make you happy
i'm happy for you
i truly am.

but,
but what
there are no buts
you missed your chance
now it's time to dance that happy dance
cause someone you love
has found something good
better than what you every could be
pushed it back on that burner
thought you'd simmer
til i got thinner
oh i wish i was thinner

scum

there is a pain in my lungs.
a hurt. a sorrow.
it comes out when i run
it labors and claws it way through
though the passage way is incomprehensible
...... it hurts.
to get this pain out.
there settled deep within my lung
oh how i wish i had bigger lungs.
to swallow that scum that settled itself deep
in my lungs
the pain of this world is nothing
i'm fine

fright

would you understand
if i ran
into your stand
into your groove and killed the mood?

Killed the perfect bliss of a beautiful kiss
just so you wouldn't have to miss
a candid shot of a mess

mirror that image and see that i am
everything wrong thrown into a right
take a left and see that mess
i need a caress

would it be right
to cause a fright
in order to subdue a fight

I would soar to the heights
just to be with you a single night
to lay with you in my sight

If i kept searching
for a place of inspiration
would i reach a destination