I wanted to scream and shout
Ask you why
A moment. I thought
So special
An act of love a relationship, no.
You marred what we had.
What did we have..nothing a moment
a fraction in time.
The tears were streaming down my face
I missed your frame the smile that came
when i saw your face
I wanted to tell you,
you got it wrong
what were you thinking how could you give up on us
there is no us and I don't make you smile
but no i love you
so, I sat there and wished you the best in your life
I saved you the pain of feeling mine too
I'm not sure if you care, but know this
you will always be something
somewhere in my heart
there will always be a place
you'll always be a sweet memory
never far behind.
Moment that's all we got
and moments don't last forever
you seized these moments and taught me much
I'll cherish that moment
we were just a moment
passing in time.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Friday, February 17, 2012
Silhouette
Want to stand with my arms raised into the sky gazing at the stars and let the tears flow freely as if there were nothing to hide. I want to live as if I am more than a mere existence sputtering towards my end. The end. Desolation, in all that I know...I know nothing.
You get me high, but wait we're crashing to the ground.
Never knew a moment of bliss could come crashing down.
Stuttering, puttering, and fluttering we fall into each other cause this is all we know.
No fear in what we know.
I want to take in every star in the sky and feel the bite of a brisk breeze rolling over the bay.
While tears float from my eyes. I want you to approach with no questions. Too many questions. May I cry in your arms. No, explanations take me as I am.
A masterpiece of tears.
a silhouette in the night.
the moon casting a gleam
casting my shadow across the land
a silhouette
a desperate soul
lost at home
You get me high, but wait we're crashing to the ground.
Never knew a moment of bliss could come crashing down.
Stuttering, puttering, and fluttering we fall into each other cause this is all we know.
No fear in what we know.
I want to take in every star in the sky and feel the bite of a brisk breeze rolling over the bay.
While tears float from my eyes. I want you to approach with no questions. Too many questions. May I cry in your arms. No, explanations take me as I am.
A masterpiece of tears.
a silhouette in the night.
the moon casting a gleam
casting my shadow across the land
a silhouette
a desperate soul
lost at home
Saturday, February 4, 2012
exist
Curse the nostalgia in merely existing . Life is here to be found not simply just to be lived. we say everyone lives. no! they exist, yet they do not live they are mundane. You'll never die you simply whither into your non existence, slowly melting into the dust that you never left.

With love we find perfection
Imperfection is clouded over
Left in the dust
Friday, February 3, 2012
Speak
Speak
The grind of the coffee maker. A public place…the hush. Voices of people who wish not to be heard. Coffee. Bitter in my mouth, yet whole.
My eyes, they behold many strange sights:
Two tables down from me
An older woman intent on her book.
Pen in hand she sketches notes in the margins
Old she is, yet striving for an education
One she never claimed in her youth.
Young at heart she bears upon her feet Nikes
A trademark whose slogan she is living out…Just Do It
Little lady you inspire.
To achieve no time is too late.
A young couple sits in the corner
Tired and burdened they hold themselves together
But, oh, an infant is placed by their sides
A joyous burden it is that they carry
Satisfaction in the eyes of a young family
Child, your face never graced my sight
But as you leave me
You remind me of the beauty in life
Family of three intent on a game
Different they are
His boisterous laugh infringes the room
The game is complete
Now he’s impatient
It’s time to go.
Mother and daughter could chatter for hours
Sit down sit down—you may get tired
Man, you are a portrait
Of life and its fleeting
For all of us will laugh
Then wish to move on
A girl, my age, Bible in hand
Now occupies the young couples corner
Bible in her hands she holds it near
She is intent. Focus unwavering.
A connection to the unseen
Faith is reachable
Unattached and unfeeling a girl in the corner
Skeptical of the world and this generation
Hands are chilled pen grasped.
I tell you.
Stand up.
Be bold.
Grasp Life.
It is Beautiful.
Speak.
* A writing excercise for English 202. I sat in Woods for 1 hour and wrote down everything I saw, heard, smelled, tasted, touched, and observed and this was the result of compiling it into a poem of sorts.
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