Unscathed

Lines invisibly cross
As your voice fades
Echoing words, daggers
Space. vaster than oceans
Only an arms length away
Coldness sparks emptiness
Mind numb to touch
A haven found in separation
Ability to roam, freedom
Unscathed by familiar chains
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Used to be:
A high felt like heaven
Euphoria in the gashes
Grasping onto the weakness
Dazed in motion
Bound to unrelatable moments
Loving every corrupt painful wince
God, those moments were my existence

And now:
Gashes a disgrace shaming my arm
Chest tight inability to breathe
Shaking, endlessly, uncontrollably
Questioning when it shall end
God, make it end
Words? Absolutely pointless
Pain in eyes, once again my doing
Aura of sadness, concern
God, make me new.